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Will and Desire:
- The soul of the Jew is actually formed through the yearning and desire
which he feels for God and his good intentions to serve Him. No matter what
his level, each individual has a desire to reach a higher level. It is through
this yearning that his holy soul is formed (31).
- But in order for his soul to come from potential to actual existence
he must express his yearning and longing in words. This is the means by which
he will make his desire into a reality and accomplish what he wants. This
is why it is so important to speak to God every day and articulate your desires
and good intentions with your lips. You should speak about your inadequacies
and shortcomings and how you yearn for God to help you in them. You should
plead with God. Beg Him to take pity on you and satisfy your yearning and
longing for Him. This is the way to succeed in making the potential into
an actual fact and achieving what you need to accomplish (Ibid.).
- The letters of the written Torah are without vowels. It is through
speaking them aloud that we give them a shape whether for good or for evil.
The yearning which a person has for goodness for God gives shape to the letters
of Torah for good. The Torah becomes an elixir of life, and such a person
brings good into the world. Conversely a person's bad desires give the opposite
shape to the letters of Torah, and for him it becomes an elixir of death,
for `sinners stumble in them' (Hosea 14:10). This brings evil into the world
(Ibid.).
- The yearning and longing for something holy are themselves very precious.
They are the means by which the soul is brought into being, and it reaches
completion through speech. The soul that is thus created can even enter the
body of a wicked person and bring him to return to God. On the other hand
the desire for something evil can cause great damage. The soul that is brought
into being by evil desires can at times even find its way to a Tzaddik and
this can cause him to sin, God forbid (Ibid.).
- A person may be totally unable to study Torah whether because he is
an ignoramus or because he is without a book, on a journey or in the desert,
etc. But if his heart burns with desire and yearning to learn, the very desire
and longing he has are `learning from a book' (142).
- When a person has any desire except to do what God desires, it gives
strength to the forces of the Other Side. A man must nullify his own will
to the point where he has no will and desire for anything except what God
desires whether that he should have wealth and children or not, God forbid.
It should be the same with everything else he wants. He should desire only
what God desires. This makes God alone the King (177).
- The main thing is the will and desire. It may be true that everyone
wants to serve God. But not all desires are equal. There are many gradations
and distinctions. Even in one and the same person at different times and
even from moment to moment there are all kinds of differences. The main thing
is that a person should have the desire and the longing. He should yearn
for God... and meanwhile pray... and learn... and carry out the mitzvot (Rabbi
Nachman's Wisdom 51).
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