THE PRAYERS
Spiritual Awakening
Beginning Anew
Help us to serve You always, with all our hearts. May our
Divine service
seem new to us every day; may we begin afresh, as if we had never
served You before. May we never succumb to thinking of ourselves as
old or incapable of change; rather, may we be “bold as a leopard
and light as an eagle, swift as a deer and strong as a lion, to carry
out the will of our Father in Heaven.” Let us experience the truth
of the prophet's words, “Those who yearn for God will find their
strength renewed; they will take flight like eagles; they will run
and not become faint, walk and not become weary.”
(I:776)
The True Goal
May I always seek to come close to You, O God, and not be
deceived
by the vain attractions of this world. What can be gained by the pursuit
of wealth? Will it not all be taken from me when I die? “For nothing
accompanies a person when he passes away, not silver, gold, precious
gems or pearls; only Torah and good deeds.” Whether or not I succeed
in acquiring riches, I will have wasted my days for naught. “What
does a person gain from all his efforts that he labors under the sun?
Utter emptiness; all is emptiness.”
Even if I am unworthy to serve You due to my many sins, may my desire
to draw near to You still remain strong and my holy determination
never diminish. May You perform wonders for me and draw me near to
You in truth.
(II:83)
DEVEYKUT
Cleaving to God
The Spirit of Enlightenment
Master of the Universe: have mercy upon us and hear our prayers. Anoint us with Divine Intellect – the holy intuition of transcendent
reality, the spirit of enlightenment. Reveal to us the light of Divine
intellect in a flash of higher perception. May we merit to grasp the
supernal wisdom which is known as the “Light of the Divine Face,”
so that all explanations and techniques will no longer be necessary.
May the constant influx of Divine Intellect cause the flame of the
heart to rise of its own accord. Thus may our hearts be always enflamed
with awe of God and fervor in Divine service, with flames of Divine
fire. Through the heart's holy fervor, may we rectify all the spiritual
damage we have caused in the past through the fire of our negative
character traits and of our burning physical desires.
“Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew in me a proper spirit.
Do not cast me away from before You, and do not take Your holy spirit
from me.”
(I:342)
HITBODEDUT
Meditation
Praying in the Fields
“Come, Beloved, let us go out to the field; let us lodge in the
villages. Let us arise early to go to the vineyards; let us see if
the vine has blossomed, if the tender grapes have opened, if the pomegranates
have sprouted. There I will give my love to You.”
Master of the universe, let me seclude myself in meditation and prayer
every day, going out to the fields to meditate among the trees and
grass, pouring out my heart in prayer. For all the leaves and grass,
all the trees and plants, will stir themselves to greet me; they will
rise to imbue my words and prayers with their energy and life force.
All the trees and plants of the field will merge with my words and
prayers; they will combine all their spiritual power and bring my
words up to their supernal Source. Thus my prayers and supplications
will attain perfection.
O Merciful One, may I merit to pray before You, until my heart opens
at last. May my words flow until I pour out my heart like water before
God.
(II:224)
Midnight Meditation
“My soul longs for You in the night; the spirit within me seeks
You. I have remembered Your Name at night, O God, and I have kept
Your Torah. I remember my song in the night; with my heart I commune,
and my spirit seeks.”
Master of the universe Who is One, Singular and Unique, transcending
past, present and future: You created this world and all the supernal
Universes, according to Your beneficent will. You sent forth our souls
to this world to serve You in truth, thus to reveal Your kingship.
Through our positive actions we can spiritually elevate all worlds,
from the lowest level of the World of Action to the highest level
of the World of Emanation. We can elevate everything to its supernal
Source, so that every element of the universe will merge into Your
absolute Oneness.
Therefore show me mercy and enable me to spend much time in secluded
meditation every day, until I attain self-nullification – the
complete eradication of the ego. Then I will be able to merge with
Your Oneness in truth.
Allow me a special place and a special time for my meditations –
a secluded path late at night, while most people are sleeping.
May I go there every night, to that secluded path where people do
not go, even by day. There, let me meditate and put my thoughts and
feelings into words, pouring out my heart to You, until my heart yearns
for You and my eyes flow with tears. May I confess all of my many
failings before You, regretting them all truly and sincerely, and
resolve not to return to my foolish ways again.
Help me – not because I have earned Your favor, but because
of Your great mercy. Protect me from all misdeeds, transgressions
and selfish desires. Through my secluded meditations let me attain
true self-nullification, so that I eradicate every negative character
trait and every self-seeking desire, until I have completely cleansed
myself of them all. Help me remove every trace of ego, until I reach
the ultimate level of self-nullification and become incorporated within
the Divine Oneness in truth.
Then all temporal existence will be integrated into the Essential
Reality: everything will become one with God and exist within God
forever, never to be separated from Him again. Your Oneness will be
revealed throughout Creation. “And everything created will know
that You created it, and everything formed will realize that You formed
it. And everyone who breathes the breath of life shall declare: `The
Lord God of Israel is King, and His dominion is over all'.”
(I:647-648)
Peaceful Dialogue
Master of peace, King unto Whom peace belongs: may it be Your will
to bestow peace on Your People, Israel. Let peace abound and extend
to all the inhabitants of the world until there is no longer any hatred,
jealousy, conflict, strife or hostility between one person and another.
May there be only great love and peace among all people. May we all
recognize the love that others bear for us and know that they seek
our good and our love, and that they desire our lasting success.
Then all people will be able to come together to engage in genuine
dialogue and explain the truth to each other, inspiring one another
to contemplate man's lot in this world. For this world passes as the
blink of an eye, like a passing shadow – not even the shadow cast
by a tree or a wall, but the shadow of a flying bird, which moves
quickly out of view.
Let all people discuss with their friends the ultimate futility of
worldly desires, and come to understand the true purpose of the soul's
descent to this lowly world. Let us speak at length with each other
in a spirit of brotherhood and love – truthfully, from the depths
of our hearts, without any desire to win arguments or to provoke each
other at all.
Through such dialogue may we all draw near to You with absolute sincerity,
discarding our “false gods of silver and gold.” May we cease
to follow the crookedness of our hearts that draws us toward evil,
and may we no longer waste our lives in the pursuit of wealth; may
we neither chase after luxuries nor dedicate our lives to amassing
riches. Then the spirit of folly will be banished from our hearts,
and peace will grow and spread throughout the world.
All Israel will return to You in complete repentance, as is Your beneficent
will. All the nations of the world, too, will be aroused spiritually,
and they will recognize the ultimate truth. They, too, will all draw
near to You and accept upon themselves the yoke of Your Kingship,
as the prophet has promised, “For I will turn the language of
the nations to one of pure speech, that they all call upon the Name
of God and serve Him with a common accord.”
(I:409)
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