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Obstacles:
- All the barriers and obstacles which confront a person have only one
purpose: to heighten his yearning for the holy deed which he needs to accomplish.
It is part of man's nature that the greater the barriers standing in the
way of a certain goal, the more he desires to achieve it. When a Jew needs
to do something whose purpose is to strengthen his very core, especially
when it is something upon which his whole being as a Jew depends -- to travel
to the true Tzaddik -- he is given desire from above. The desire is created
through the barrier which is sent to him, and the barrier itself causes his
yearning to grow. You should understand, therefore, that there is no barrier
in the world that you cannot break if you want to. The entire purpose of
the barrier is only to increase your desire. When you achieve the necessary
desire and yearning for the holy act you need to accomplish, you will surely
succeed in transforming the idea which is in your mind into an actual reality.
The barrier itself can bring you to succeed by strengthening your desire
to do so (66:4).
- The greater the goal for which you yearn, the bigger the obstacles
and barriers which are sent in order to strengthen your desire. For desire
is in proportion to the magnitude of the barriers. From this you can understand
that if tremendous barriers spring up on every side as you start to draw
near to the Tzaddik, it is an indication of the importance of the goal you
wish to achieve. There are always difficulties and obstacles when you try
to do anything holy. This is especially true when you want to make the journey
to the true Tzaddikim because this is the foundation for everything else.
Obstacles appear like at no other time. There are many Tzaddikim. But there
is a single point of truth to be found in their midst. When you seek to draw
closer to this point of truth -- and everything depends on this -- you will
find obstacles and barriers springing up and confronting you on every side.
You need fierce determination: you must strengthen your desire and will-power
in proportion to the greatness of the goal you are aiming for. Then you will
succeed in breaking the barriers and attaining your goal. There is no barrier
in the world which a person cannot break, so long as he has the desire and
will-power to do so (Ibid.).
- Nor should a person try to find excuses and exempt himself. It may
well be true that the desire and yearning to achieve something holy are good
in themselves, and that even if the barriers prevent him from accomplishing
the holy deed in actual fact, it will still be accounted to him as if he
had achieved it because his intention was good. The Sages did indeed say
that `If a person intended to do a mitzvah but was prevented from doing it,
it is accounted to him as if he had done it' (Berachot 6). This applies to
someone who wants to feel that he has at least fulfilled the minimum that
was required of him. After all, what could he do? He wanted to succeed, but
circumstances prevented him! But it is different for someone who does not
merely want to feel he has done his duty but actually wants the mitzva or
the holy deed itself. What good is it for him to know that as a special concession
it will be accounted to him `as if' he had achieved it because he had the
desire to succeed? This `as if' will not give him any satisfaction at all.
He yearns for the mitzvah itself, he will not be satisfied with a mere `as
if.' For a Jew, the true goal is to accomplish what he wants and desires
in actual fact -- to transform the thought in the mind into a practical reality.
When a person has true desire he can certainly achieve this and break every
barrier or obstacle which stands in his way. The only reason they were sent
to him was to heighten his yearning. When the desire matches the preciousness
of the goal, he can achieve every holy deed that he yearns for (Ibid.).
- There are people who after a whole life time of materialism suddenly
feel a strong desire to walk in the paths of God. The attribute of Judgement
then rises up to accuse them. It tries to prevent them following the way
of God by creating barriers. The unintelligent person, when he sees these
barriers, starts to retreat. But someone with understanding takes this as
the very signal that he should draw closer. He understands that God is to
be found in the barrier itself -- and the truth is that God Himself is indeed
hidden in this barrier (115).
- It may take a lot of effort for a person to break the barriers confronting
him when he starts to draw closer to God. Many people experience opposition
from their parents or parents-in-law, their wives and so on. But all their
effort produces a vessel. Within this vessel he can receive the holiness
and purity he will attain thereafter. The greater the struggle one has at
the outset, the greater the vessel one forms. In the end he will be worthy
of true fear of God, and he will receive abundant blessings and goodness.
He will be worthy of giving perfection to the Holy Name of God, because the
essence of its perfection is founded on religious awe (185).
- The way to begin serving God is to imagine there is no one in the entire
world except for you. Pay no attention to anyone who puts obstacles in your
way, whether it is your father or mother, your parents-in-law, your wife,
your children or anyone else. There are certain people who can make things
difficult for you through ridiculing you or offering temptations and so on.
Pay not the slightest attention to any of them. It is written that `Abraham
was one' (Ezekiel 33:24). Abraham was alone! You must also be alone -- as
if you were the only one in the world (Likutey Moharan II, Foreword).
- People often imagine that the barriers they experience in their efforts
to serve God are so great that they will never be able to break them. But
this is not true. No one is ever confronted with barriers he cannot break
if he really wants to. God only sends a person obstacles that are within
his capacity to overcome if he is really determined enough. If he thinks
about it carefully, he will realize that the obstacle is really a veil for
God Himself. In reality there are no obstacles at all. They are simply an
illusion (46).
- The greatest barriers of all are those in the mind. The heart is slippery.
People do not concentrate their entire heart and mind on the true importance
of what they need to achieve. For example when someone wants to travel to
the Tzaddik and starts experiencing difficulties, if he really concentrated
his whole heart and mind on the fact that his entire life and being and that
of all his descendants depend on his reaching his goal, nothing in the world
could stop him. None of the barriers would be of any significance at all
in his eyes. The main barrier is that people are not firm in their own minds.
A person may have reached the Tzaddik in spite of all the obstacles. But
if some little doubt then arises in his mind and his heart begins to falter
as a result, this is the biggest obstacle of all. The same is true of prayer.
There are many barriers to prayer. A person may succeed in overcoming all
of them and praying as he should. But once doubts about God or about the
Tzaddikim arise in the crookedness of his heart, this is the worst obstacle
of all. The way to fight it is to cry out to God with a voice which rises
from the very depths of the heart (Ibid.).
- The main thing is that your heart should be strong and firm. Then nothing
at all will stop you, certainly not material difficulties -- financial difficulties
or opposition from your wife and children, your parents or parents-in-law,
or the ridicule of other people and their attempts to persuade you otherwise.
None of these things will have any power at all if your heart is firm and
strong in God (Ibid.).
- When a person's heart is firm there is nowhere in the world that he
cannot serve God. There is never an excuse to say that in a certain place
it is impossible to serve God. When a person's heart is strong, all the places
in the world belong to him (Ibid. 51).
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