Dvar Torah for Pesach
Based on Likutey Halakhot, Hilkhot Rosh Chodesh 6:18-19
OK, so this is not a re-run. As we used to say in Kings County (aka Brooklyn): So sue
me.
We ask many questions on Pesach (Passover). One of the ones we dont ask, but may
be tempted to ask, is Tevyes question: Would it spoil some vast eternal plan if I
were a wealthy man? The answer to this deep philosophical question? Matzah.
We know that the matzah that our ancestors took with them on their way out of Egypt
tasted like manna. The manna itself is lechem abirim (the bread of the mighty,
i.e., the angels). Why do angels eat manna? Because manna is welfare, an undeserved gift.
Angels do not have free will. Whatever they do, they must do. Therefore, they do not earn
their bread. Similarly, when we left Egypt we did not earn our freedom. It was an
itaruta dleila (an awakening from Above). So God commands us to eat
matzah on Pesach as a reminder: for the time being we, too, are on welfare.
This is why matzah is called lechem oni (bread of poverty). It is unearned,
undeserved. There is no greater poverty than having to eat such nehama dkhesufa
(bread of shame). But matzah is also lechem dasvata (bread of healing).
Eating it on Pesach cures our soul. It improves our daat (awareness) so that we
can perceive more clearly and regularly that God is awesome in kindness He does and
that He keeps on doing good, without any unfairness whatsoever. Even when we find
ourselves hard-pressed to make the payments we will also realize that Gods judgement
is true, that even the little we do have is pure compassion on His part. Because after
everything weve done, we really dont deserve anything. Every penny we get is
manna. (Tevye, you listening?)
Related to this realization that our understanding is currently in need of repair is
Reb Nosons comments about the universally loved song Chad Gadya, which is
sung at the end of the Seder. The question is, why? What does it have to do with the
Seder? Reb Noson explains:
The theme of Chad Gadya is the perversion of justice. The cat ate the
goat for no reason. It was totally unjustified. Now, the dog comes along and bites the
cat. The cat certainly deserved it. But whats it the dogs business? Who made
him the judge? So he gets hit by the stick But who made the stick the judge? And so on.
This is all masterminded by God. Each of the players gets what he deserves, but
each of them, as executor, behaved unjustly, which is why he gets punished. We
simply cannot understand how God decides to judge the world and we are at fault if we
attempt to second-guess Him. Because His thoughts are very deep (Psalms
92:6), inscrutable. This is also the meaning of Hillels statement:
Because you drowned someone, you were drowned. Those who drowned you will suffer the
same fate: they will be drowned (Avot 2:6).
The messages of Chad Gadya, then, are two: [1] Dont second-guess
God; [2] dont do an avlah (a wrong) to someone else, even is he deserves
it. The ultimate balancing of the scales of justice is accomplished only by
the justice that God metes out. Which is why Chad Gadya ends And the Holy
One, Blessed be He, came and slaughtered the Angel of Death. When that happens the
ruach hatumah (air/spirit of impurity) will be removed from the world and we will
understand why what happened, happened.
But not before then. Till that blessed day comes we have to believe with complete
faith that Gods judgements are moral (Deuteronomy 32:4) and
everything that happens is done with great kindness. Thats why we sing Chad
Gadya on Pesach. Because when we left Egypt we still didnt have the ability to
judge properly. The song reminds us that until the final judgement we still are unable to
understand Gods ways.
akosher oon afreilikhen yom tov!
chag kosher vsameach!
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