| Dvar Torah for Parshat Tzav
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Based on Likutey Halakhot, Tefilat Minchah 7:41-44
"Whether one is capable of a lot or capable of little, the main thing is that he means for the sake of Heaven." It occasionally happens that one feels a tremendous surge of inspiration and feels ready to give himself a spiritual makeover, changing anything and everything about himself and his life in order to live 100% dedicated to Hashem (God). Most of the time, however, the inspiration one feels is the faintest of whispers. The change likely to be generated by such a whisper is also likely to be faint, very faint and perhaps fleeting as well. One might think that such a change is worthless. God forbid! With even the faintest bit of good one can come back to Hashem. The pre-conditions are that one nullify his haughtiness, his feeling of self-generated worth and that he accustom himself to beseech God for His help, as did King David: "A prayer of the poor person, when he is wrapped in pain; before God he pours out his tale" (Psalms 102:1). Pour out your woes to Hashem as if you were pouring water - even if it seems to you that what you're saying makes no sense or lacks the best of intentions. For any such prayer is very precious to Hashem, "our God, Who is very forgiving." This is what the midrash is hinting at when it emphasizes that the flour offering is brought in halves. Even if what you think to bring to God is something that only a pauper would bring and you're bringing it broken! In pieces! Broken thoughts, unsifted from the poisons that attack us daily. Not exactly a fitting gift to bring to a king. But Hashem, out of His tremendous compassion for us, accepts the Pauper's Offering, because He sees how the poor person strengthens himself to pray as best he can in the face of his pain. And if you wonder about the value of such prayers and screams that emerge from one's gross spiritual poverty the midrash tells you: You have honored God from one end of the world to the other! From our lowly planet to the highest heavens. agutn Shabbos!
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