Dvar Torah for Parshat Tzav
Based on Likutey Halakhot, Tefilat Minchah 7:41-44
"This is the offering of Aharon and his descendants... 1/10 of an ephah [approx. 2 quarts] of fine wheat flour, to be brought daily, half in the morning and half in the afternoon" (Leviticus
6:13).
"... fine wheat flour, to be brought daily" - Rebbe Yehoshua of Sikhnin
said in the name of Rebbe Levi: Come see how much the Holy One, Blessed be
He, is
careful with Jewish money. Anyone who feels a need to bring a korban olah [sacrifice which was totally burnt on the altar] may do so according to his ability, on a sliding scale, bringing only flour if need be. Not only that! But this flour offering, unlike any other, is brought in halves. And not only that! But anyone who brings such an offering has the merit of one who has honored God from one end of the world to the other! (Vayikra Rabbah 8:4).
This flour offering, known as the "Pauper's Offering," contains the essence of repentance. This offering reaches to the greatest depths, from one end of the world to the other, as the above midrash points out. For every person in the world, no matter what level, no matter where, even those who are extremely distant from anything holy, can be moved by the essence of the Pauper's Offering. What is it?
"Whether one is capable of a lot or capable of little, the main thing is that
he means for the sake of Heaven." It
occasionally happens that one feels a tremendous surge of inspiration and
feels ready to give himself a spiritual makeover, changing anything and everything
about himself and his life in order to live 100% dedicated to Hashem (God).
Most of the time, however, the inspiration one feels is the faintest of whispers.
The change likely to be generated by such a whisper is also likely to be
faint, very faint and perhaps fleeting as well. One might think that such
a change is worthless.
God forbid! With even the faintest bit of good one
can come back to Hashem. The pre-conditions are that one nullify his haughtiness,
his feeling of self-generated
worth and that he accustom himself to beseech God for His help, as did
King David: "A prayer of the poor person, when he is wrapped in pain; before
God he pours out his tale" (Psalms
102:1). Pour out your woes to Hashem as if you were pouring water - even
if it seems to you that what you're saying makes no sense or lacks the
best of intentions.
For any such prayer is very precious to Hashem, "our God,
Who is very forgiving." This
is what the midrash is hinting at when it emphasizes that the flour offering
is brought in halves. Even if what you think to bring to God is something
that only a pauper would bring and you're bringing it broken! In pieces!
Broken thoughts, unsifted from the poisons that attack us daily. Not
exactly a fitting gift to bring to a king. But Hashem, out of His tremendous
compassion
for us, accepts the Pauper's Offering, because He sees how the poor person
strengthens himself to pray as best he can in the face of his pain.
And
if you wonder about the value of such prayers and screams that emerge from
one's gross spiritual poverty the midrash tells you: You have honored
God from one end of the world to the other! From our lowly planet to
the highest heavens.
agutn Shabbos!
Shabbat Shalom!
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