|
Dvar Torah for Parshat Toldot
Based on Rebbe Nachman's Wisdom #279 et. al.
"[Yitzchak's] eyesight was fading...." (Genesis 27:1)
One who is blind is considered as dead. (Nedarim 64b)
You may remember from your early childhood, or from the early childhood of
some little person in your vicinity, that closing your eyes was a strategy
often employed to ward off the threat of seeming doom. It may not have always
worked, but then again you might not have known how to do it properly. To
fill that lacuna, if it still remains, here are some enhancements.
The Rebbe once told me, 'And if things get very bad, make
yourself into
nothingness.Ó
I asked him, 'How does one make himself into nothingness?Ó
He replied, 'Close the mouth and eyes–nothingness!Ó
This is good advice for someone who feels overwhelmed by Evil. One may find
his mind overrun by wrong or chaotic thoughts, finding it almost impossible
to overcome them.
One must then make himself into absolute nothingness. Every person can, at
least once in awhile, make himself into absolute nothingness. One can shut
his mouth and eyes and totally banish his consciousness, as if he had no mind
or thought. One simply has to nullify himself completely before
God.
Any person can shut his eyes tight and totally nullify
himself to the
Infinite Light for a short period of time. This negates all his suffering and
problems.
(Likutey Halakhot, Netilat Yadayim Shacharit
4:3)
Specifically at a time when the darkness and difficulties are
overwhelming,
God forbid, whether in the spiritual or material realm, the best thing to do
is to close your eyes and negate yourself to the Ultimate Destiny, when
everything will be unified and good. That will negate all the suffering.
(Likutey Halakhot, Kriat Shema 1)
The holy Zohar (1:182b) explains that when difficulties are
overwhelming,
God forbid, one has to hide himself, in keeping with the prophet's warning,
'Go, My people, get to your rooms...until the anger passesÓ (Isaiah
26:20).
When things get overwhelming one has to totally negate himself to God by
closing his to this world. This eases all difficulties. This is why one has
to hide inside the house–to keep himself from feasting his eyes on this
world. The walls of the house serve as blinders, allowing one to focus on the
Ultimate Destiny and to negate himself to the Infinite Light.
This is the greatness of hitbodedut (private prayer, in one's
own words).
One secludes himself at home and binds himself to God with prayer and
entreaties so that he can shut his eyes from this world and not be
distracted–'Go, My people, get to your rooms...until the anger passes.Ó
(Likutey Halakhot, Arvit 4:17)
Why did Yitzchak Avinu (Isaac our patriarch) go blind? Rashi (on Genesis
27:1) offers three reasons: [1] His daughters-in-law, Esav's wives, would
burn incense offerings to idols; [2] when Yitzchak Avinu was bound on the
altar and about to be slaughtered, the angels wept and their tears fell into
his eyes; [3] in order that Yaakov Avinu (Jacob) would receive the
blessings.
Rebbe Nachman teaches us that as long as idolatry–lack of faith–is
extant, Hashem's kindness is reduced, i.e., the
darkness grows (Likutey Moharan I, 13:1; see Sanhedrin 113a).
The darkness
that Yitzchak Avinu's daughters-in-law sowed–by contradicting Yitzchak
Avinu's teachings, by breeding dissension in the family, etc.–forced him
into the blindness of self-nullification so that he would be able to maintain
his focus on the Ultimate Destiny.
As Yitzchak Avinu lay on the altar (Genesis 22), the promise of his future
about to end at the edge of a knife, he nullified himself: Hashem's command
for him to be sacrificed overrode his own feelings and arguments for being
the progenitor of the Godly nation promised to Avraham Avinu. He was rewarded
with angel tears, namely he was given the gift of their eyesight,
to see with Heavenly eyes.
Why had Yitzchak Avinu wanted to give Esav the blessings? He thought that
Esav, too, was interested in dedicating his life to the Ultimate Destiny
(Likutey Halakhot, Toan v'Nitan 5:9). In fact, however, it was
Yaakov Avinu
who was the personification of one focused on the Ultimate Destiny. (The name
'YaakovÓ derives from eikev, heel, "the end." See ibid.,
Shavuot 2:32.)
Since Yitzchak Avinu's focus failed him, he was forced into nullifying
himself–his sight was taken away.
agutn Shabbos!
Shabbat Shalom!
|