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A little p.s. to Parshat Bereishis:
Its just a week after Sukot, the climax and culmination of the High
Holidays. You pushed yourself to sweat through the intense introspection inspired by the
fear and awe of Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur. Then you were infused with the joy of Sukot,
a joy that starts in the soul and reaches all the way down to the toes. Its just a
week after Sukot. How many of your resolutions for this new year, 5759, are still intact?
Well, dont feel too bad. Youre in good company. The
fallen ones were in the world, then, and later too... (Genesis 6:4).
Who were these fallen ones? The Holy Zohar (1:23a) tells
us that they were two angels who had protested the creation of man. Man will sin,
they said to God. Why bother creating him? God answered, Youll be
tested the same way and youll do a lot worse. And thats what happened.
So, if angels cant resist the temptations of this world, forgive yourself for an
occasional lapse.
Now, you might be saying, But Im a Jew. Im greater
than an angel! (See Kiddushin 81a.) If an angel fails does that mean I have to fail?!
No, not at all. But one always has to remember that even his best laid
plans, even his truest, most pious of wishes, may not come to fruition. He may end up
regretting what hes done, and may have to scrap his plans and start again. God
regretted that He had made man...and His heart was saddened (Genesis 6:6).
(Of course, I do not advise eliminating people who defy your wishes!)
So, do as Noah did: patiently build yourself a teivah (a word,
prayer), gather to it anything alive that can be used for rebuilding and ride out the
storm.
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